These past few weeks have been a whirlwind for me. Transitions like the one I am about to undergo are a bit of organized chaos. At the same time I am writing a goodbye to you, I am writing words of introduction to the congregation at Park Avenue Christian Church. At the same time I am selling a house, I am exploring apartments in New York City. I feel something like Janus, the two-faced god in Roman mythology who looks both forward and backward at the same time. The emotions are truly bittersweet and as I reflect on my seven years here at Trinity I feel inclined to share a few words that I hope can adequately sum up my gratitude.
The music ministry of a church is about the gathered people of God singing their praise and prayer from the heart. In the past seven years we have found wonderful and diverse ways to express our joys and grief, our fears and hope, our doubts and our faith, to the God who gave us the gift of music. Worship has welcomed music from so many styles, countries and traditions; gifts have been shared by a steady stream of children, students and professionals; we have heard Scripture sung and proclaimed with great energy, color and depth. But the music ministry has not been done by me. Yes, I have had an important leadership role. I have supported and shaped the congregation's and choir's singing. I have encouraged and cajoled. I have I have taught and shared music that I love. But I am convinced that the music ministry of Trinity Presbyterian Church has been done by you all along. On those Sundays when the organ has dropped out of a hymn and I have heard the strong, rich tone of the congregation a cappella, or those moments when I have heard a service response or Psalm refrain sung with great gusto by young and old alike - those are the times that my heart has been filled with incredible joy. I have heard the congregational choir leading worship. And that, my friends, is at the heart of a healthy church - a sign of vitality. And it tells me that the music ministry of this congregation will continue to thrive long after I am gone.
I recently received an email from a regular visitor to the congregation and want to share her words with you as an encouragement. "I think that the greatest tribute that the congregation could offer is to continue the work that you started with community involvement and outreach through the Arts, and continue to integrate the celebration of the Arts with the celebration of the Word." I certainly have no control over the future, trusting that God will bring strong interim leadership and guidance as you begin to search for a new pastoral musician. But I cannot leave without a challenge to keep extending a radical, gracious welcome to all. Over the past years, Trinity has gained a reputation as a congregation that is hospitable to the community, and many of the relationships that we have cultivated have returned countless blessings. Keep it up! And as you reach out, don't forget to keep reaching in, too. Celebrate the amazing gifts within this congregation. There is so much untapped potential - the many talented, young musicians coming up the ranks, as well as the singers, instrumentalists, composers and creatives who are and will become part of the church. Don't let music become something reserved just for a few but be a church that provides a place for all to share their notes, their phrases, their arias or even their kazoo solos. For we have truly and deeply welcomed others only when we have truly and deeply received their gifts.
It has been an incredible honor and joy to serve as the Minister of Music here at Trinity. You have provided a place for me to grow and risk, to succeed and to fail, to share my passion for music and for my faith. You have offered freedom, honesty, support and love in such large measure. I am proud of the work we have done together - building a diverse, inclusive music ministry, a refurbished pipe organ, new choir robes and musical outreach to the community. But, above all, I am proud of the ways that we have grown in our welcome of the new and unfamiliar, in our ability to speak with respect and love about our preferences and differences, and in our openness to the ways that music can bring new life to our faith.
I leave you with the words of another Paul, because he says it better than I ever could. I love you all and will miss you dearly.
And regardless of what else you put on, wear love. It's your basic, all-purpose garment. Never be without it. Let the peace of Christ keep you in tune with each other, in step with each other. None of this going off and doing your own thing. And cultivate thankfulness. Let the Word of Christ-the Message-have the run of the house. Give it plenty of room in your lives. Instruct and direct one another using good common sense. And sing, sing your hearts out to God! Let every detail in your lives-words, actions, whatever-be done in the name of Jesus, thanking God every step of the way.
(Colossians 3:14-17, from The Message)
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